Before we dated...

How do I take my feelings and put them into words? He loves me. But I don't love him. It hurts me that he has cared for me for over a year now, and I cannot return his care or devotion. When he talks about me, he is so passionate. I hate that I hurt him. I don't want to, but it's either love him or hurt him. THere is no in between. But I just can't bring myself to love him. So I am resigned to hurt him merely because he loves me. As wonderful as love is, it can be a curse at times. I talked to him today. He wants to marry me, but his parents have a hard time with the fact that I have seizures. So, that, coupled with my unreciprocated feelings, he is condemned to love me at a distance; to care for me as he watches me fall in love with someone else. My parents love him. But as hard as I have tried, I don't.